stay strong, man.  learn from their mistakes.  you did a great job filming this.  if you enjoy making films i strongly suggest you use this as your outlet, and any other art medium you can express yourself with.  in the history of art it seems that great pain often makes the greatest art.  to be a creator is one of the most precious gifts in this life.  as i’m sure you’ve learned through making your film, it can also help us understand and cope with life’s pain, as well as transform that pain into something beautiful.  thanks for the film. you’re an amazing young man with amazing potential and i am proud of you.  keep up the good work!

Chris,
You are a brave young man and I am surprised not to see any comments about your video. I think you have told your story well and pray that you are doing well. Your video was released in 2005, I was wondering how your life has changed since that time, and how your grandmother, mom and blue were doing?  My curiosity comes from the fact that I have had my experience with substance abuse with some family members and because I am a mother to a son about your age. Post an update if you can.
Best Regards,
Kim